+Past My Poisoned Eyez+
Blood red and blind slit wrists you may find, her skin white as porcelain , breaks as dawn glows on her .the waste, sparkling with tears, the light layz down , the sun so brightly grins on her ... trapped in her body used and cold .. .she claws to find her salvation ... forsaken she must be,swallowed by the dark... her eyes dead as grey, as the reaper whispers in her ear. she twists her toes in search for warmth arms crossed over,round and soft ...
part of my diary
i write tons of shit that means absolutley nothing to anyone else but me ... muahahahahah....
this is just an erm ... example of whats in it,erg....cuz i wanna put it here .. nyahaha ....
i think i wrote this when i was in a great amount of stress and self hate ... ehehe.... i dunnow....
i dont really consider it a poem cuz it kinda sucks too much to be a poem .. and its to flowery to be a story ... so ... erm ...just read it ..... ahahahah
So yeah ... its finally summer and the heat is waw.O__O
and the stress from skool hasnt exactly left me, because i still have to submitt these projects for my Clearance..erggh.... its so damn fussy ... ergness....T___T
anyway .....i gotta do em in a few days ...and after that i have to wait for my report cards which i think will be given next week friday. ahehehe ...then ill find out if i really have to go to summer class or not .....T_____T..... i actually have a feeling im going to repeat ....T___T
argh...... i hope i dont have to,cuz im planning to get a summer job .. ahuhuhuhuh .and sum bass guitar lessons .... ahehehehe .....
.....i have been running low on brain fuel....
yyyeah .... my brains empty now ...
Buhbye..0__0