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Killing loneliness by H.I.M. My favorite band !!! woot* check em out if you gotz time ..hehehanyway I was litening to this song and I felt soo ...... HAPPY .....its kinda odd
writing bout this cause of my previous post ..^^' but this is how i feel ...so piss off!!

SO...since I was in my sophomore year I pretty much felt like I was alone ......not alone as in friendless ...alone as in alone ...like I was left behind.....for example my "barkada" would be laughing their heads off and I would ..errr be moping or at least pretending to laugh.....
Somehow i felt like there was always something missing like a big big BIG chunk of me was missing,I coldnt understand, I had FabuLouS friends and fairly good grades and my family didnt do so bad that year .....but the void was just there ...haunting me ....floating above my brainless head ....and taunting me ......
so if you knew me last year I was probably distant,angry and agressive
and seemed most likely to kill herslef or anyone! bwahahahah (just kidding)

*ehem* Loneliness was my disease ...which I thought was uncureable....
everyday Id complain ...why do I feel this way ....
ad everytime Id see a couple ...weel couples my age .....I just got more angry....
I took me a while to find out I just needed someone to Kill this disease In me ....hahah
Love is the Vaccine for loneliness.........
though I DO have someone in mind,but... Im still thinking bout it .......^-^
hahahah anyway hte point is ....that feeling is gone .... not just because i got someone to hug .....^^
its everything ...I have great friends we have tons of fun ....my art block is UNblocking..hahah
and proms coming up !!! wooooooo!!!! and i ve got plenty of clients for my art thing ..heee heeee ...
OOOOH!!! and also I just won a contest ...at deviant art.com ...
I won a months free subscription!!! I know this dosent really make sense to most of you but I WOOOOOOOOON!!!! wooooo.......

oh yeah ..commets on the pic ."oscar" the doll is asking the heart if it can make him happy
....the heart answers NO DUH!!~!
heheh ...enjoy ...^^