Oh . . joy

Well school started today, and i couldnt be more confused. .I was hapy that i was there but i couldnt shake off the feeling that there was something wrong . . . and in my head I kept hearing "I WANNA GO HOME" like a smal kid wailing away. .
i guess its the fact that, I want to see my friends again but i would hate seeing our teachers as well. . . .and also because of the avalanche of long homeworkz and presentations that we have to finish in a small fraction of time... *anger* and to add to that my friends and cuzins left my room in chaos and I have to clean it up...Im actually quite sick of shcool and the people in it i feel like time is moving way too slow ... and i need to break free from this pointless routine wake ,eat, study pointless crap,eat,sleep. . .basically it every frikin single day. . . .there are only a few perks in my day . .when i get home and talk to my alumni friends,always makes me happy. . .
hen i have enough spare time to make at least a decent sketch . . .or when im alone . . and i write poems about random crap. .. err.. .and if i get a hug here and there . . . . thats it .. .
I dont understand how the others handle this . . . i feel so trapped and limited. . . .
aaargh . . . .I hate our school i hate that its extremely conformist. . .they wont even let me wear more than one bracelet !! .. . oki ill leave this here before it becomes completely pointless. . .