=!!Ohmahgawsh!!=

I have been so productive with my art lately.... I feel like i have al this energy bursting outinto poetry and drawings. Inspired?? maybe ....either way....I still have to figure out how to deal with this english project ..... *strangles teacher* aheheh just kidding.....Its just that he's expecting waay too much from high school students . . . I understand that wee do need something to pull up our ghrades but this is just....UnReaSonable!! He expects a group of 5 confused teenagers to do a monolouge with a written report,sound effects ,pictures of rehearsals,good costumes,and more that I cant even process right now.....and to add to that theres our Filipino techer that seems to enjoy giving students a hard time ..... a real TTT =(Total terror teacher) I hope i can work my way through this somehow . . i wouldnt want to have to go to summerschool or even repeat the year !!..

Im so paranoid bout that now . . .

adding to that paranoia . . is my life outside of school my family seems to be doing okay . . well. . better than before there are less "disagreements" now...
but what Im worried about are my friends . . . .break ups and make ups seem to be the "issue" right now .... Im constantly bombarded with moderately complicated situations....because apparently Im stuck in the middle...hmmm... I have also just recently lost well... not really disconnected from my friend of four years....Its hard but I have to face it....come to think of it im probably better of without her ....(evil laugh)
but the good thing is that ,I have made madea few ,new friends and most of my old friends closer ! ^o^

I almost forgot . . heheh the prom . . .bugger. . . Im all excited for it ...yet another distraction from my studies!! nyahiii^o^ .still have no dress though and its in a month . . .oH my ,oh my . .i Must prepare. . . . heheh . . .


i will continue thi sooner or later like anyone really reads this crap i write